Bestie Day

Today was very productive. I spent time over at my mom's and with both dogs. I got some errands done, bills paid, and even a little time to relax before girl's night with the bestie started! We don't get to see eachother as much as we'd like, but I love that we both make the effort and time to get together. We had a very nice dinner, eating yummy food and catching up on life and gossip! Love that lady like a sister. Well, we are both the only child in our families so we are as close as sisters as we will ever get! 

Drastic Change

The one thing I don't like about Minnesota is the bipolar weather. Yesterday was gorgeous, today I walked outside and it's freaking snowing! What the hell weather? Make up your damn mind!

I went to work today, I know shocking. It was a rough start but thanks to some wonderful people, everything got smoothed out. Just in time for me to get a low need at 7! I got home just in time to catch the new episode of The Walking Dead. Not only that, but I got to see the epic moment when Leonardo DiCaprio finally won his Oscar! I may have cried just a little. Jack finally won! Now I have to try to sleep knowing that tomorrow I get to see my bestie and have a good meal. Can't wait!

Another Beautiful Day

What another gorgeous day! The weather was simply wonderful! I was all set to head to work when my phone rang. They needed someone to be on call, so I took a chance and agreed to stay home ;) It was lovely!  Easter and I took a walk and then spent a good chunk of time outside soaking up the rays. She laid in the sun while I read a book. Couldn't get any better! After dinner, Ben came over and we watched a few movies. Because we watched a creepy one, I am making him spend the night! We have laughed so much today,  and I absolutely love it. My favorite thing to do is laughing with the one I love! 

Beautiful

The weather today was just gorgeous! I wanted to spend all day outside, but, alas I had to work. Work wasn't terrible at all surprisingly! I had great patients, fun coworkers, and then I got to go home early! As I was rounding on my patients while introducing them to their next nurse, I had two encounters that remind me why I do what I do. In the first room, my patient shook my hand and told me that I was an absolute peach, and then I was so wonderful to him and was so caring. This made me feel great! And then in the second room, the patient was sleeping but his wife was there. I told her I got to go home early and that this was the new nurse taking over. She, too, shook my hand and told me how wonderful I had been to her and her husband. Then she said that a handshake wasn't enough and came around the bed and gave me a hug. She gave me a tight squeeze and called me an angel. Moments like that just reaffirm that I'm doing what I am meant to do. I never forget those moments because they are what keep me going on the difficult days.

Average Day

Last night was a hell of a night for sleep. Or should I say lack thereof. It seem like someone or something didn't want me to get much sleep. It seemed like every time I was just about to fall asleep, something would wake me up. At one point, I was just about to drift off when someone said pssst really loudly into my ear. It jolted me awake and made my heart pound. Another time, I was poked awake. So I turned the TV on, sat with my light on for a while, and told them to leave me alone so that I could sleep. I turned off my light, but left my TV on and was finally able to sleep - this was about 4 a.m. I'm hoping tonight is much better. After work tonight, I'm pretty tired and ready for a good night sleep. I missed working with my partner in crime, Danielle! Just not the same without her!

Adulting

Being an adult is overrated. I miss nap times, and juice boxes, and finger painting. My only day off this week, today, was filled with errands that needed to be done. My plan was to get up early and get a jump start on the day. Well, when my alarm went of 10am, my sleepy self had other plans. I ended up getting up at my usual time- 11:30am. Gotta love being able to sleep until when ever I want! Because I don't have kids! I love being selfish. So I rolled out of bed at whatever o'clock and started my day. I ran all my errands, and to reward myself, I decided to get some new jeans. Lets be honest. I NEEDED new jeans. I wore the crotch out of my favorite pair. They are basically ass-less chaps now. Any who, I picked some up and hurried home. To my surprise, I got to see Ben! He didn't have much homework so he came over for dinner! It's always such a lovely day when he makes time for me! We had a nice time, laughing like always. My favorite. And now I'm warm and cozy in my bed, cuddling with Easter. A perfect end to a busy, but delightful day. 

Night and Day

What a difference a day makes! Complete difference between yesterday and today at work. Things went so much better. Maybe it's because there were awesome people working tonight! It was a great group, the dream team! And everyone had a positive attitude and were willing to help each other out. It was absolutely wonderful.

Not Sure About This One

Honestly, I debated about whether or not to write a post tonight. It was one of the most difficult nights at work that I've had in a long time. I was in tears an hour into my shift. That kinda set the mood for how the evening went. But here's the deal. My friends and co-workers are AMAZING people. They made me laugh when I needed it most, gave my support, and even a few hugs! Just what I needed. And guess what? We all survived! I'm still here and kicking and I will go back to work tomorrow with my head held high, and ready to do it all over again. It's the nurse way. So thank you to all my wonderful co-workers and the friends that send me words of encouragement!! Love you all more than you know!!

Pink Eye Easter

So, how does one's dog contract pink eye? Thankfully I had some extra ointment from the time I brought her to the emergency vet. I've been putting in her eye, and boy does it work! My dog's eye finally looks normal again and is no longer oozing yellow goo. Anyways, today was a nice Sunday Funday. It started with a grocery trip to Walmart instead of cub. All was going well until we got to the checkout. I was with Jessie and we went to the self checkout. What a mistake that was! Nothing would scan for me, and it said that assistance was needed when in fact, it was not needed. I got so furious and just wanted to put my fist through the computer. Jessie pushed me away while laughing and said that she would take care of it. She had no trouble. What the hell? I was able to laugh about it afterwards while we had our blood pressure checked by the machine. Of course mine was a tad high due to the incident mentioned above. We decided to go through a drive thru for lunch and that's when my mood changed. Before we could even order, the person on the other end asked, "What's your favorite color?". I was so confused. I looked at Jessie and she repeated the question to me, then I turn to the speaker and said "Pink". We laughed, gave our order, and drove around to the window. When he opened the window before he even took the money, he asked another question. He asked, "If you could have any drink for free, what would you have?". We both said Dr. Pepper and moments later he handed us drinks that we didn't order. Total act of kindness! It made my day and turned my frown upside down! That's the kind of positivity I want to put back into the world. Make someone's day with one simple act. We need more people like him. He wasn't thinking about himself, his business, what he had to do later that day. He was in the moment and chose to make it a positive one for both of us. That's something I won't forget and plan on passing forward.

Super Saturday

So, it's late. I'm tired, you're tired, and we both want to get to bed. Today was wonderful. My mom came to see me and we went out to dinner together. I love when she makes the drive to see me. I like showing her what I've done to change my place up. And then I got to laugh with another friend tonight. Just being stupid with each other makes me forget about all the morons in the world. It was a good day.

Great Day!

I finally started to feel like a human again today. I took it easy, and didn't venture too far from home. I DID venture over to a good friends house for some pizza, laughter, and Teen Mom watching. We had a great time and I always enjoy catching up with her!! I love how we make each other laugh about everything!! Afterwards, I came home and cuddled with Easter while we watched a movie- The Devil Wears Prada. Always a good choice! This is shaping up to be a good weekend. Except for the trip to the grocery store that I have been putting off.... maybe if I find a new recipe to try, it will encourage me to go! Maybe I'll give that a try!

Better

I guess a lot of people wanted to know whether or not I shit myself yesterday. I woke up still feeling pretty crummy, but after another day of laying low and napping I'm finally feeling better. Yesterday, I had a dream within a dream like Inception. Today, I had a dream that Norman Reedus and I were best buds and we were texting each other trying to figure out when we could hang out next. I woke up from that dream pretty bummed that I didn't have any texts from Norman. Oh well, maybe one day! I'm glad I'm feeling better so that I can go see a good friend tomorrow! Can't wait to catch up with her and watch teen mom! Definitely a girls night! Sweatpants, reality TV, and good friends - doesn't get better than that!

Sick

Well, I've been sick all day. I guess a positive of the day would be that I didn't shit myself and made it to the bathroom in time. I spent my time napping and running to the bathroom. I'm feeling a bit better, but plan on taking it easy. Easter has been my trusty companion through it all. She enjoyed napping with me and watching me frantically scramble off the couch and into the bathroom. I think I heard her laugh at one point. Now, the problem with napping all day is that it makes it difficult to sleep at night. Time to count some sheep. Or find mindless crap on Facebook to read, like a dumb blog or something.

Oops! I Did It Again!

Ok, so I had a whole post typed up about how awesome my day was and then my internet decided to go out and I lost the whole thing. I tried to copy and paste, but that didn't work. Completely ruined the whole nice day thing. At least I figured out how to get my damn internet back. I'm so furious right now. I feel like the hulk- MARY SMASH COMPUTER. The post I had written was so lovely, and now you have to read this. I'm sorry. 

Let me try and sum up my lovely post:

- I didn't have to set an alarm to get up this morning

- I spent the day with my mom

- Beat mom in a game of Words With Friends

- Taxes are done, just waiting for the refund to drop

- Saw Ben and his mom when I dropped off cupcakes

- Watched my program about the OJ trial

- Didn't get abducted

Now to add to the list now that I have calmed down: 

-Both my phone and computer are still in one piece after being slammed a few times

- I fixed my internet without having to call anyone

- When I get mad, Easter thinks I'm mad at her so she wants to cuddle. Doggy cuddles make everything better

- I can finally go to bed now

Valentine's Day- A Day Late

Too tired and content with the day for a long post. Ben and I had a wonderful date day together. We went for a drive, had dinner together, and watched a movie. We talked about all kinds of things, laughed harder than ever, and just savored the day together. It was prefect. And we didn't have to get each other extravagant gifts. Spending time together was all we needed. I love that guy. And he loves me. He told me so. 

Cake Always Helps

I brought my cake to work and it was a huge hit! Everyone loved it! Well, everyone except Rosa who didn't get a piece. But I will make it up to my dear sexy Valentine! I always enjoy baking things and hearing how much people like it. I enjoy the validation. Because I am self centered. But you already knew that, because you are the one reading a blog about my dull life. 

Work was great again tonight. Laughter ensued as always. I was kind of hoping for a low need at 7p so I could rush home and watch the new episode the Walking Dead, but that didn't happen. Oh well! Now my paycheck is gonna be awesome! 

Happy Valentine's Day to you readers out there! Hope you spent it with people you love! 

Life Just Gets Better

Things just get better and better when you exude positivity! I just can't be bothered with people and their negative vibes anymore because I see how wonderful life can be when you look at the positive side of life. I thought work was going to be rough tonight, but it wasn't once I saw the positives. Again, good friends and lots of laughs.

What made my night spectacular though was when I texted my bestie when I saw that the Chippendales were going to be in town. Of course I asked her if she was interested in going with me, and I was answered with a "Heck yes!!". It didn't take long for it to turn into an all out girls weekend!! I'm so excited! And I know she is too!! Is it May yet?

The Laughter Continues

I couldn't stop laughing today. It was that good. Work was awesome cuz I got to work with some pretty cool people! Shout out to Rosa! ;) My sexy lady! It was a day filled with laughter that never ends with those people! Love them! They truly are a second family. I even got texts throughout the night from my boyfriend. Just a sweet way he shows he's thinking of me.

So odd moment of the day came when I got home from work. I got Easter out of her kennel (yep, she's back in there after a potty accident. She had been doing so well too! Bummer.) I took her potty and when I came back in, I could smell the faint smell of the small cigars my dad used to smoke. What's weird is that I was inside the house. I don't smoke, nor do my neighbors. After a moment of the smell, it was gone. Just an odd way my dad chose to say hi, I guess! 

Laughter Through It All

The day started with thoughts of my grandpa. 17 years ago today, he left this earth and left a hole in my heart. But today was not a day for tears. It was a day to reflect on all the happy moments we shared, the memories we made, and remember all the ways he lives on today. One thought that made me very happy today was a recent conversation that I had with my mom. It was just the other day that I shared with her that my secret dream was to open a bakery. She sort of laughed knowingly, and said that it wasn't the first time she had heard that. Confused, I asked her what she meant by that as I had never told her that I wanted to open a bakery. She told me that my grandpa, her dad, had also wanted to open a bakery of his own. That was just one of the many unexpected ways he makes himself known in my life. 

I thought work tonight would be rough with the memories of the day weighing on my mind. Surprisingly, it was a great day! As always, lots of laughter and the night flew by. It was a great way to ease into working the weekend.

Just What I Needed

I woke up this morning with the happy thought that I didn't have to leave the house at all today. That meant that I could choose to be bra free all day if I wanted. I chose to be somewhat of an adult and put on a bra and pants to do the chores around the house. I did the dishes, did the laundry, and caught up on my shows. I also got to spend time with my busy boyfriend! Even though he wasn't feeling the greatest, he made time for me in his busy schedule. It's the little things that he does that shows he loves me. I made a yummy dinner for us and then he headed home. Now, as I wrote this, I am relaxing in a luxurious bubble bath with essential oils to help you get a more restful sleep. I think it just may work. Today was a nice, low key day, with time spent by myself to recharge my batteries.

Happy Day!

The day didn't start very well. On my way to work, some idiot cut me off while driving and then proceeded to give me the finger! Jerk! When I got to work, I was able to laugh about it though. I kept my sense of humor and saw how insignificant that was to my day. I wasn't going to let that set the mood for the day. And when you put positivity out, you get positivity back. Work was much better than the day before. Everyone seemed to be in better spirits. And hey! I even got to go home early! With my spare time, I got my errands done so now I don't have anything to do tomorrow except clean the house. And I can do that without a bra!

Turn That Frown Upside-down

Work tonight was a rough one for me. It started out ok, but got a little rocky. My turning point was when my lovely co-worker turned to me and told me to go take my break because she could feel the negative vibes coming off of me. That's when I knew I needed to turn things around. I went and took my break and I changed my attitude. And that's when the night got better. I was able to laugh and have a good time with my wonderful co-workers even amidst the chaos. I changed my mood and saw how things changed around me. It really does make a difference!!

Game Day

What an exciting game! I have to say I was rooting for the Panthers, but only because Jared Allen is on that team now. Spent the day with my boyfriend and his friends at his party. They know how to throw a cool shindig! And I have to say, my cupcakes were a hit! Everyone said they were so good and couldn't get enough of them. That made me very happy with the work I put into them. What made me happy most of all was spending time with good company, good food, and unending laughter.

Baking Makes Me Happy

For me, baking is a way to relax and work at the same time. There is something comforting in watching my butter lighten and mix with powdered sugar. I like watching it go from clumps to a smooth, creamy texture. And I love trying out new recipes to test out my skills. 

First, I spent a majority of the day hanging out with my mom. She made a tasty homemade beef stew for dinner so I had to stick around to have some of that! Then I headed home to start baking! Decided to try baking with alcohol since it IS the Super Bowl tomorrow. And while I couldn't care less about sports, it gave me a reason to try out a new recipe. So I did it. And I decorated the crap out of those cupcakes. Pulled out my piping bags, piping tips, and beautified those bad boys. I gotta say, I'm pretty proud of myself. I sent a picture to my mom, and she said they looked professional. Now, I know she's a little biased, but I think they look darn good. And mom was proud. And that makes me feel awesome. I rarely get told that I make people proud and it really makes me happy to hear. Knowing I made someone proud today means I can go to sleep easy and with a smile on my face. 

Mom and Me

Today was just the day I needed. I spent it with my best friend, my biggest support, and someone who loves me unconditionally. My mom. We had a great day together,  went out for a nice meal, and had wonderful conversations filled with seriousness and,  of course, laughs! As I lay here in bed, reflecting on the day, I can't help but feel so blessed to have such a wonderful woman in my corner. We may disagree from time to time, but no matter what happens, she is there for me. Through thick and thin, she's my best friend, my mom. 

Better Day

What a difference a day makes!! Today was WAY better! Not sure what was going on yesterday, but I'm glad it didn't last long. I suppose it may have helped that I woke up and decided that it was gonna be a good day. I couldn't let that negativity win! It was an easy day filled with relaxing, baking/cooking, and friend time. I leisurely walked around Target, browsing my favorite store, gathering ingredients for a new baking recipe to try. I got home and a friend came by to spend some time with me. We watched movies, ate dinner, and I did a little baking. Oh! And I tried out my new mixer attachment- ice cream maker!! I will just say this- it was fun to use and boy oh BOY is my ice cream delicious!!!! I plan on surprising my mom with some yummy brownies accompanied by some homemade ice cream! Seriously though, any day that I get to use my mixer, is a joyous day. I LOVE testing out new recipes and changing them just a bit to make them my own. Baking and making yummy treats is definitely a passion for me. Maybe one day I will realize my dream and open a bakery of my very own!

The Struggle

Today was a very difficult day for me. Emotionally, physically, everything. I'm not sure why... The only positive I can think of at the moment is that at least I was able to make it home before the cry fest started. I can't forget the awesome co-workers I have though. Tonight was a night for team work like non other. They are truly amazing people and I'm proud to call them colleagues and friends. They made me laugh tonight. It was much needed. Just wish I had that right now. 

Snow day

Holy snow, batman!! I have to say, my day was going pretty well.... until I got home. More specifically, my driveway. The association hadn't plowed yet and the snow had drifted and was quite deep in my driveway. I made it into the driveway and that's where my car thought it was going to stay. With my trust shovel, I dug myself out. It took a few tries, in and out of the car, but this tough cookie got her car into the driveway! Go me!! Easter didn't have such a great time going potty this evening, but it was pretty funny to watch. The snow was deeper and taller than her. She had a hell of a time, and bounced through the snow. It made me laugh and I could almost hear her cursing. She is now safely and warmly wrapped in a blanket next to me. She even got a treat for being such a good girl and doing all her business outside. Still a proud mama here!!

Adulting

Adulting is hard work. I want to go back to being a kid, where the toughest thing about life was nap time. Today I had to be an adult and go grocery shopping- one of my least favorite types of shopping. I started my day off right by sleeping in and having weird dreams about being on a boat in the bayou and looking for monkeys. After that exciting adventure, I took Easter for a nice long walk to enjoy the lovely weather before the snow arrives. Then it was time for a lunch date with a friend! We had good food, good conversations, and lots of laughs. I made her keep me company at the grocery store so I was less likely to shoot myself. I was in and out faster than normal because I had her there to push me along. I came home satisfied, knowing that I wouldn't have to make another run for another month or so. After the groceries were unpacked, I settled in for a quiet evening home alone- just me and Easter. We watched a few movies, fixed dinner, and got ourselves ready for Teen Mom night! It was another intense episode, filled with drama. Just how I like it. I think the after show had just as much drama. But now I think it is getting close to bed time. Easter is curled up next to me, head lazily resting on my free knee. Her random sighs tell me that bedtime is calling her name. She has been so good lately, and I can't help but feel like she has finally completely come out of her shell. It's like she has reached a new level of comfort and knows that I am her forever mama. She has learned that she doesn't need to pee on my carpet to get attention or to punish me for leaving. She knows her mama ALWAYS comes home. And I think Elvis has finally accepted the fact that his new sister is staying and he even lays next to her on the couch. Man oh man do I love my fur babies. But that's not new information. 

I hope my wonderful readers find the positivity in their lives and focus on taking strides to leading a happier life. In one short month, I've gained so much happiness and solely because I have chosen to see the good things in life instead of making the negative moments a priority.