Thoughts

A lot has transpired these past few days, and I have an abundance of thoughts that I want to express. So many emotions overflowing in my soul that I just cannot contain them any longer. Let's start with the events that transpired this afternoon. I was supposed to meet someone for coffee, he never showed, never texted me. Left me there to sit like a complete ass. Well, here's the kicker. I learned something about myself. I learned that I am so much stronger than I ever realized. In the past, something like this would devastate me. Was I sad? Sure. Rejection hurts, no matter how it happens. But am I a better person? Of course. As a good friend reminded me, it wasn't a waste of time, it was an experience to learn from. I learned that I deserve so much better, that I am the bigger person, and that I actually have a heart. That pitiful excuse of a boy has none of that. It's no wonder he's 35 and single. Karma will bite him in the ass. I just have to say, I have some AMAZING people in my life. So many people reached out to me on Facebook to tell me what a great person I am and what a catch I am. Makes a girl feel wonderful, and definitely picks a girl up when she's feeling pretty low. I have some unbelievably supportive friends and I certainly wouldn't have the attitude I have now without them. They stand by me through thick and thin, whether I'm wrong or right, and through the good and the bad. Lord knows I've had to find out who my REAL friends are the hard way in the past few years, but they are very important lessons and make me cling tighter to those REAL friends. I'm no longer giving any attention to people who treat me like crap, bash me, and pin all their problems on me. I have to realize that it is not my fault, and that they have problems with themselves that they have to make me out to be the bad person. When I'm wrong, I own up to it. And when I'm being treated like crap, I don't tolerates it anymore. So, thank you to all my REAL friends out there. You mean the world to me, and I hope I can pick you up in return for making my crappy day turn bright!